Loose Boards

Early on, in my grief journey, someone told me about “Loose Boards.” When you are in the store, and a song comes on that you weren’t expecting, that’s a loose board. When you are at a place that you had gone with your loved one and the memory comes flying back, that is a loose…

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Pictures From The Leader

I want to think the Jefferson County Leader for a great article! Here are the pictures taken from for the piece. Laura Marlow did an amazing job. Check it out! https://www.myleaderpaper.com/gallery/ted-howell-submitted-photos-family-of-osteosarcoma-victim-honors-son/collection_b4fb1ab8-63c8-11ea-ae7a-e38bab3076a4.html?utm_medium=social&utm_source=facebook&utm_campaign=user-share#34

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Miracles

Miracles are a difficult thing for me to talk about these days. I believe in miracles. I watched miracles happen when my kids were born and when I gave birth to someone else’s baby. I see people talking about praying for a miracle. I see people saying that their prayers are working so keep praying…

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Intensity and anticipation

Recently, I have been very reflective about my grief journey. Thus far, it sometimes surprises me just how intensely I feel everything. If I get angry about something, I get very angry. When I find joy, it is intense joy. When there is am injustice, I want to right it, if at all possible. I’ve…

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